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doesnothappen) wrote2012-12-13 12:44 pm
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Question Meme!
Ned just had a Heart Game and Mau just accepted Legacy Hero status and apparently I haven't done this since August and I feel like it, so!
For Mau, Ned, Jill, Eliza's brother Nick and Chance. You know the drill.
For Mau, Ned, Jill, Eliza's brother Nick and Chance. You know the drill.
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SotU for Allen?
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HE IS ... he's Allen Walker, so he's always both simultaneously fine and not fine at all. \:D/ He's just also really good at fronting about it, especially with regards to wanting to hold it together in general, but there's just been a lot of Stuff piling up that he has no really good outlet for. :|a There was Tyki just showing up in the first place, getting back the memory of Apocryphos trying to maul him (and also indirectly learning that Cross was dead -- when he's been holding out the hope that he'd learn more for a really long time, and damnit that is his master and he does love the stupid asshole :(), Tyki's Noah awakening and that subsequent confrontation, sharing headspace with Fire's headmonster, and then the Firebird game where he ended up really being sobered at Carnelian in general and also having to relive Mana's revival yet again is ... yes. 8|a
(See how I waited to answer this until after the Firebird game.)
SO IT HAS JUST SORT OF BEEN ... BUILDING UP AND BUILDING UP, but he is Allen Walker so he's fine. Just Fine. ( '-') Except honestly the Mana thing is really and genuinely the worst memory he has, especially now that he has that doubt that maybe Mana didn't really love him, but the thing inside of him. It won't put him down for good, but he's pretty off-kilter and subdued. Mau legacying (rather than good ending) and Shion coming back were huge pluses, and that's kept him from completely shutting down or just flat out nope'ing his way into a blanketlump for a while.
But on the other hand, yeah, he's Allen Walker and he will recover. 8|a But the thing is also that he never really ... 100% developed his I'm Fine :) defense mechanisms like he has in canon (or at least not yet?!), so he's just. TIRED AND SAD AND ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED but there are so many other good things that he just. Is determined to soldier on and no really I am so fine, yes thank you. '-'
Tell me exciting plans for both of yours!!
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Mau... well you know all my plans for Mau re: room decorating and getting a new tattoo and that. He also is going to give out sailing lessons. He also also is about to/in the process of getting the forge back with Josh, which means I have exciting plans to interrogate Firebird 8')
Jill I don't have any specific plans for, but interesting stuff has been happening with her so we shall see.
Tell me about Allen's 3-5 most significant relationships right now and where he stands with them? Or most interesting if "most significant" is boring.